Friday, March 18, 2011

Healing is Hard Work

Believing that you can actually heal when the conventional wisdom tells you there is no chance of recovery takes a great deal of conviction, focus, and discipline. As I wrote in my February 14, 2011 post, I had lost my focus and discipline over the past year or two, and it cost me gains that I had achieved in my physical condition and more. Since the “Wake-up Call” that I wrote about last month, I have re-instituted practices that I had lost track of, such as meditation and mental trips to the gym. My focus now feels restored, and I am more hopeful about regaining lost abilities.

In working on my “From Nightmares to Miracles” manuscript recently, I came across some words that describe the challenge of continuing to believe in recovery despite evidence to the contrary. The way I put it was this: “when the person staring back at you from the mirror is barely more than half your normal weight and lacks the strength to hold or move a pencil or even wiggle a toe, belief in recovery can be difficult to maintain.” It takes constant due diligence to replace negative thoughts and emotions with positive ones and self-love. As I discovered early in the process of battling ALS, “The choice had become simple: believe, as the doctors had told me, that there is no recovery from ALS and die, or believe that recovery is possible and go about discovering how to do it“. I chose, and continue to choose the latter.

When the dark moments hit, it can be very difficult to stay the course. Recently, a fellow PALS (Person with ALS) was going through a difficult time that was challenging her will to continue the fight. In an effort to help, I wrote the following email describing what I do when things get tough:

My heart goes out to you. Times like this can be very scary. When I have faced such moments, I have found three things to be particularly helpful. One is to remind myself that it all comes down to one simple question, "Do I want to live, or do I want to die?" Doctors don't decide that, nor does a disease, you do! Every thought, decision, and action you take flows from your answer to that question. Each time I have confronted myself with that question, and reaffirmed my will and intention to live, I have come through it stronger, more focused, and in a better state of well-being - not always what I was hoping for, but always better. At times, there have been physical improvements, sometimes just a mental readjustment. But remember, where the mind goes, the body follows.

A second thing that has helped me through dark times is to put more energy into my affirmations and gratitude list. There's an old saying my colleagues and I used to use in our consulting work: "You can behave your way into a new way of thinking, or you can think your way into a new way of behaving." It took me about three years to really start believing my affirmations, but the more I practiced filling my head with them and other positive thoughts, the less room I had left for things like fear and doubt. Remember, where the mind goes, the body follows, and you can program your mind with positive thoughts.

The third thing that has helped me is a particular affirmation that I recite daily, and as needed: "I believe in living in the moment, total present time, going with the flow, and loving the challenges." Each time I have lost a bit of strength, I have nearly worn this phrase out reminding myself to stay in the moment. Observing a new physical loss as something that is happening right now, in this moment, rather than projecting it into the future as a permanent change, makes it a lot less scary, and allows you to keep your mind focused on healing. Using this strategy, I have often found that lost strength returns, including things like hand strength and breathing.

Unredeemed losses have occurred when I have lost sight of my intention. That's how I wound up with a feeding tube! I have been living with ALS for 11 years now, and there have been lots of ups and downs. At times I have needed a wake-up call to remind me to realign my behavior with my intention. Joining this group (Healers of ALS) is among my most recent wake-up calls. Your courage and honesty in sharing your history and struggles have been inspiring to me. I hope you choose to go on fighting, but only you can decide. It's a tough battle, but you can win it, and we are here to help.


Her response seemed to indicate that she found these words to be helpful. In my experience, whether it be living with ALS or dealing with other difficult challenges, I have always found that knowing what you want, being positive, and staying in the moment are key to a successful outcome. What do you think?

7 comments:

  1. I agree! I have recently learned about ANTS (Daniel Amen- Brain guy). Automatic Negative Thoughts. Amazing. Why do we have so many?

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  2. Dear Joe,
    Thank you for your courageous sharing!
    Please continue to hold fast your believe and focus on living in the present moments. I look forward to reading more of your thoughts and sharing. Thank you for being an inspiration to me!
    You have been in our thoughts and prayers.

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